byebye

why is it always so hard to say good bye? my true love Max and lovely sister Lisa left to go home today and now i wont see them before summer. i miss them already. i got a thousand hugs and a thousand slobby kisses from my super totalt awesome, charming and totaly awesome nephew and then he said: Heedå! and waved to me.

my sweetheart Felix got his male parts cut off today...my heart broked when we picked him up at the vet and he cired and cired and creid and he is still super nervous and have a hard time relaxing. porr little guy..

so tmw its time to take a deep breathe and face my fears, again. nothing great will come out of this. im gonna get in an airplane and when i after 342000000 hrs im gonna get to an apartment and..idk what... man....

im gonna stay up all night. figured i'd try to do that so that i can be super tired on the flight and sleep. which i do totaly in vain since i do that every time and it only makes me super tired but since im scared of flying i cant sleep whatever i do...typiskt.

oh well....