The story about the girl (aka me) and the land of the dreams.
August 2006, vacation with my family. a very super excited girl stared with amazed eyes at the world she would fall in love with. NYC, which she hated, and Florida (more or less all of it) which she loved.
January 2007, a very nervous/excited girl left her tiny home town in Sweden and moved to NYC, which she loved more then life it self. A year later she cried a thousand tears together with Em because she didnt want to leave.
August 2008, an extremly excited girl went to Los Angeles to study. A year later she went home over the summer and still couldnt wait to go back.
Winter, 2009. Present. Dont want to go back. Dont want to go to LA, dont want to go to the apartment, dont want to do anything but stay under my bed and just stay.
wierd how everything turned out....but if i've been able to go through so much other stuff, i can get through this too...
yes we can.
a boy came into my bed last night. he kissed my neck and made out with my ear. when i turned my back on him he started to get very excited...and also pulled my hair. i told him to stop but he didnt listen. so i pushed him out the room and then he stood outside and screamed for some time. as a revange he ate a sweater.
he will get his nuts cut of on monday. poor felix.
he will get his nuts cut of on monday. poor felix.
Aww baby! Last week in NYC was crazy... Det kommer att bli sjukt jobbigt att komma tillbaka men du klarar det! Du är starkare än du tror och det är ju klart du kommer ta dig igenom detta också. Vi ska göra sista året i L.A. till det bättre (även om inget kan jämföras med NYC!) Försök tänka på vad du förväntade dig av College livet här och vi gör det till det! Allting kommer att lösa sig, ingen fara Timubuktu! Och du behöver inte gå igenom det ensam utan jag kommer att vara där varendaste dag och minut (utan de timmarna jag går i skolan,) så länge du vill det vill säga :P jag förstår att du är i en annan situation men ändå densamma. jag förstår hur du känner, hela världen rasar samman. Men det kommer att bli bra! Allting kommer att bli bättre! One step at a time. P.S. kom ihåg min snus! :P
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