how do u keep a new years resolution?

im really really tired. i passed out infront of the tv at 9 lol i hate being hangover, my stomach is always such a mess... :/

so my new years resolution was to listen more to what i want and less what others want. i think that is a good thing and something i really need to learn. i've alwasy seen myself as a strong person, and i am. i can take care of myself, i can move to the other side of the earth without frineds or family and i can make something of my self. but i cant stop listing to what other ppl think!! its super annoying...i need everybodys approval, i need somebody to tell me do this do that, i cant make any decisons myself...time to grow up missy!!

hmmm...to stay awake and wait so i can talk to Quinn or to pass out, that is the question...what do u think i should do? :P